chasm

 

neil talked about comparison

and the truth is that we can find quite a deal of comfort in religious mediocrity.

we compare ourselves to those around us

and we find people who are above us

and we find those who are below us

and we take the most comfort in those who are below us.

but

the bible does not talk about comparing ourselves to each other.

the bible is only concerned with how we compare to God.

and so when we chart this comparison,

the chasm between myself and the God of the universe

is immeasurable.

love, however,

compelled Jesus to exchange the consequences of His life

for the consequences of every life that cedes to His worthiness.

neil also described it as this situation where Jesus and i are both standing outside the door awaiting judgment before God.

we both hold a video tape that holds records of everything that we have ever done and thought.

Jesus' rap sheet is full of obedience, kindness, purity, holiness - every thought honoring God and every action: selfless love

mine is everything contrary.

and Jesus says I'll trade ya

and God sees my life placed on Jesus, and His perfection placed on me

but not just on me

on everyone who trusts in His name.

and in this one man is all the power to bear all. of. our. sin. and make us pleasing before God.

i've sort of been waiting, at least these past few years, for the one day when this situation will just make sense

but i'm accepting now that it probably won't. it just can't. not until i can see His face.

grace is true, so incredibly true,

though not humanly sensible. 

i compare myself, then, to Perfection

and before i can despair the thought of the difference between He and i

Jesus overwhelms my vision (i pray this to always be His dealing with me)

and i understand one facet more

of His majesty

and my unworthiness

why is it that man cannot stand in the presence of God and live,

yet God is drawn to His enemies?

He has the power to make his enemies His friends.

He has. He does. He'll continue to do so.

until Jesus comes one last time.

i pray that i, and you, may see more and more of the weight of the Gospel

and that this easter is the most joy-filled day

because of His grace.